I'm returning to my old job at the cleaning company where my boss was amazing and I got to be physically drained at the end of the day rather than mentally. Talking to my old boss again was so nice, I'd forgotten how much I really enjoyed her companionship! She is such a wonderful person and she was such a great boss! After I put in my resignation I felt like a huge weight had been lifted off of my shoulders.
After so long I was torn between the choice of staying with my job for money or leaving it for happiness, after a long inner argument I decided that happiness wins HANDS DOWN!
I need this right now, I need the change it brings and I need out of the office...out of downtown. I can't be there anymore... it's become too much of something I don't want any part of.
People may look down on me for leaving... I know at first even to me the thought of leaving an Oil & Gas company for a cleaning company sounds pretty absurd... but really it's not. It doesn't matter where you work or what your job title is or what your pay stub looks like... what matters is wether its what you want and if you are happy. Office work does not make for a happy me. An unhappy me makes for a less fun mommy to little A and a less fun fiance to D. That's not fair to them. It's not fair to me.
Plus I feel more ME now that I'm doing something because I want to do it and not because I feel like I should stay there for my salary to be a certain amount. This is who I am. The person who doesn't care about numbers. I just want to provide for my family. That's good enough in my opinion.
This way I will have more time with little A too! Perfect!
I feel like it's coming together the way it should be... I'm actually really excited about it and I can't wait to see my 'old new boss'!! :)
I can't wait to go back to a life where work doesn't equal stress!
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