Too much of some things are bad for your health...

Well we are almost done with our second move of the year...I'm not thrilled that we had to leave our place, I really loved it! I liked the area but at the same time I'm glad to be back in the community I grew up in and to be closer to the parents. But I do miss that place...I wish I could have the same place but here instead. I miss stupid things like having more than one bathroom and an extremely useful (to me) walk in closet and a nice sized backyard and a large kitchen... D keeps saying that for now we just need to make due with what we can so we can save up for a house. He's right I know. I'm the type of person who expects a lot. I don't know if that is selfish of me or if it's just because I know what I can have. Can being the key word because it doesn't mean it makes sense to have whatever I CAN...so goodbye old home...hello new (but rather old) home. No more moving, not until we find our place to call Home (for good hopefully)

One thing I really hate about moving is it makes me realize how much I hoard things. We filled up our basement with boxes and boxes of things that I could care less to go through... obviously they aren't that important if I don't want to even open them so why can't I get rid of some? I think hoarding things is a hereditary disease that my family has...

So anyways, clutter. That is how my life feels right now because when my space is cluttered I feel cluttered and disorganized and stressed out. But I'm giving myself a break this week since the last two weeks straight were spent moving, cleaning and helping family finish their home to sell...I think I deserve a week off (except my day job of course...and mommyhood)

So here I am wasting time on the computer... stealing internet connection from somebody in our compound...no t.v. for the moment and no D to keep me company...

I haven't been working out lately, but I don't classify this as falling off the wagon just yet because of all the time doing physical work with the move and everything its not like i wasn't doing anything at all. I'm still motivated to try my best. My promise to myself was that after the move and once I got organized I would focus on that again. I'm giving myself until next week!

Well I'm not really in the mood to write much more tonight...back to my chaotic life...